Dream Logging

Dream Body Inspo

basically i want to work out and have muscle, while still maintaining a decent body shape.

Dream Hair

basically i just want long healthy hair. right now i have like shoulderish length hair,
and its very choppy because well, im pretty edgy lol.

Dream Hairstyle

yes, i basically just want braids. who dosent?? they are super cool
and idk i love making braids, and the idea of ribbons intertwined is fun.

Dream Vibe

i know that i cant really create a vibe out of nothing, but its more
i want to work myself up mentally to that point where when people look at me and think
oh yeah, shes cool. its not a bad thing to want people to like you. right?

What i see myself Happily doing

honestly the idea of welding has always made me happy. being able to melt metals and manipulate it the way that you like? fucking awesome. also boxing. jsut the idea makes me pretty fucking happy. sometimes i just imagine going against a gang of my own and fighting them all like some main character or something. also
skating, or roller skating or something. i dont know i think its pretty cool. just anything that i can ride.

dream clothing style

idk just imagine a little boy who likes minecraft n shit. thats basically what i am but im an adult, and i have boobs. oh well. can you blame a girl for dreaming? i wish god had gifted me the ability to grow a boner instead of bleeding through 5 layers of fabric every month.
maybe he didnt because he knew i would be too badass. or become a cripiling alchoholic.

My Goals

as a little girl, there was a lot of things i wanted to be
growing up, but one of those things that definetly stay, is wanting to be in the army. . . minus actually going. its not like
i dont want to, i just feel like its something i have to think
about much later on. yk? but anyways the idea of being as strong as a navy seal seems cool. also being able to meditate peacefully (i cant relax for one second.) also im already incorperating this (at least trying too) but i love the idea of slow fashion. i just have a really bad shopping addiction...

my aesthetic

actually, this one is kinda still in working. im obsessed with
early 2000's xbox kid style sort of.... but also like those overly pixelated deatalized gaming style that seems wayyy too ahead of its time (in my opinion.)